3/21/11

I'm so tired of being so tired, but tonight, with you, I am totally wired

Check that shit out. An honest to god gig. Fuck me. I feel pretty good about it.


Red Crown and Downpour are 100% complete, and they sound fucking AWESOME. No doubt you'll get to hear them soon. There are plans in the works. We are also working on a pair of brand spanking new songs (one's called Vitriol [very guitar heavy] and one's untitled, but we're calling it Summer for now [Katie throws her violin into the ring on this one]). One's really heavy, and one's not at all. I'm excited.

ON THE OTHER HAND, sorry I've been neglecting you, Blog. You know I love you, baby, I've just been busy. Don't look at me like that. I've been reading Bad Sandwich Chronicles, which is a blog written by one of my favourite musicians ever, Brendan Kelly (from The Lawrence Arms, for those asshats who don't know - check this song out. It's currently my favourite song by them and it is coincidentally really fucking awesome.), which inspired me to get back on the updating horse. Let's see how long I last before I fall on my ass again, yeah? I'm taking bets.

SO. What's new in the world of me? Learning a lot about myself, that's for sure. Trying to be okay with me. Not so easy, but, hey, I'm working on it, so fuck anyone who calls me on it. Tons of people seem to think that this whole depression thing is just an act or a story I tell that's done with now, but I've been dealing with it for YEARS - since I was a little kid, really, so... yeah. I don't really know where I was going with that one. It's fucking late. LOTS of band shit, as you can see - bunch of covers and a few originals (we're trying to focus on originals). Probably going down to Virginia this summer, barring any unforeseen surprises.

So, religious people. Not regular ones, like the people that go to church and pray and shit, but all you zealous assholes who think you're better than us regular folk. I have decided that these people are intolerable and I am sick of dealing with their shit - from here on out, every zealot I have to deal with is going to get a swift kick to the nuts/ovaries (which, of course, means that I'm going to tell them to fuck off. I'm not really violent).

But wait, you say! "Zealot" doesn't exclusively apply to religious folks, just people who are blindly dedicated to something! You are incorrect, dear Tyler!

Well, first off, I would like to say hold your fucking horses, there, I'm not done yet. Also, well done, astute reader - you would be correct in saying that the word 'zealot' doesn't just apply to bible-thumpers. I just dislike zealots in general. I think it's poor form (and a powerful kind of stupid) to reject any opposing opinion, because, if you really believe in something, some other dickhead's opinion isn't going to change that. This is fact.

So, I am gonna go on record and say that ANY zealots, whether they be Christian zealots, Muslim zealots, Covenant zealots (yeah fuck you, I love Halo), or atheist zealots are just fucking annoying as a rule. They refuse to accept anything that disagrees with them, and that is just a shitty way to live. How will you ever learn if people never challenge you?

Anyways, I was just furious about that. Does that make me an anti-zealot zealot? Fuck if I know. Weird.

Sleep now. Tired as shit. I want to have breakfast. That's right, I look forward to breakfast. Don't you judge me.

Sleep well, friends - I shall try to post again tomorrow.

P.S.: If you read this (and you know too fucking well who you are [because you decided to ignore me instead of talking like, you know, a fucking normal person]), I am upset with you. I think you are being a douche. I don't even get why you're being all grumpy, and if you're gonna fuck off and tell me to "quit while I'm ahead, thanks" with the kind of subtle superiority I sense from you right now, you can go sit on a dick. Sorry if my shitty day made me act differently than usual. Next time I'll try not to let my emotions get the better of me. Oh, fuck, wait... I already apologised for letting my depression control my attitude today, didn't I? Guess you're just taking things a little too personally. Well, now they ARE personal. Good for you, asshat. Enjoy your day. I hope it's as shitty as mine was yesterday so maybe you'll get some perspective instead of making uninformed assumptions. Kindly use your brain or fuck yourself. Thanks.

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